Okay, so Christmas is finally here AGAIN! :) How time flies. I'm pretty sure I just celebrated Christmas yesterday, or at least, it felt like it. I still remember vividly how last Christmas was spent and now, I'm talking about this year's Christmas.
I always had this vision of Christmas, me snugged up in a comfortable armchair, reading a book and silent night playing in the background and all the while, snow falling heavily outside. This had always been the perfect Christmas that I imagined for myself. Okay, throw in a hot chocolate and me sipping it while reading the book. This sounds all too perfect doesn't it? I have no idea why I thought that this vision would be the best scenario for Christmas.
This year, my idea of a perfect Christmas isn't about sipping hot chocolate admist the heavy snowfall, rather, this year, all I want for Christmas is to perhaps, really understand Christmas and enjoy the simplicity of things. I do not ask for much this time round, perhaps, listening to carols, understanding the religion and basking in the festive season.
I come to realise that Christmas is not all about seeing the snowfall in New York City or listening to carols in London, no. IT's about being devoted and faithful as a Christian. It's about spreading love and joy and I though not being a Christian yet, hope to be one someday.
I guess I found the true meaning of Christmas this year and I hope that I will continue to appreciate Christmas and not always feel that there is no Christmass-y mood in Singapore.
Anyway, I'm fed up with the driving school and all the money I have to pay when I cancel a lesson, the pains of booking a lesson, renewing my membership with the school and technically, the trouble of learning driving. It's really a pain in the arse and I SERIOUSLY CANT WAIT TO FINISH AND GET THE MUTHAFKING LICENSE.
Anyway, I shouldn't be cursing on Christmas. OOPS. So, I'ma shower now! Cya all!
Cheers,
Eugene
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